From these comments it is certainly starting to feel that way lol

I knew it

For me it feels like a desire to be percieved as having traits traditionally associated with the male and female genders. It isn’t exactly that I feel like a man or feel like a woman its that I want to feel strong, daring, elegant, graceful, brave, beautiful, or charming and unfortunately some of these traits are commonly gendered. The way I want these traits expressed has gender to be clear. I want to be elegant in the way that women often are and physically strong as men often are but the intensity at which I desire these fluctuates. Nonbinary genders confuse me as well, idk what they mean by all that but I support them

Who would go on the internet and lie?

I would rather not have visual art anymore

It made more sense when the Russians were red

Yeah I agree but it simply cannot handle that volume. Lemmy servers are self hosted by hobbiest who simply don’t have the infrastructure for 1mil so suddenly

The servers would crash

I jest but I am actually pretty in touch with my gender or lack of gender or whatever. Gender is a strange concept to me. I don’t experience dysphoria by I do experience a desire to exist to be feminine. The feeling comes and goes. I am comfortable as a man but like if my partner decided she was a lesbian I could transition and be comfortable as a woman. Does that make sense? I sort of want to experience both. Every once and a while I feel far more feminine than masculine and vice versa. Idk what this can be labelled as but I certainly know how I feel

Sometimes I wish I were a woman so I could be gay. I am sure it is nothing

Waste your employer’s money. Steal back your labor time or whatever

I’ve never seen anyone take getting called hormonal well tbh. Maybe we just shouldn’t do that

Granted I have also seen trans people migrate from the latter to the former group

Honestly I really needed the weight but you are probably spot on. I get enough protein bc of my protein powder atleast. Definitley gotta look into the saturated fats, wasn’t aware that was an issue for meat replacements, thanks.

The Trial is my favorite of his tbh but The Metamorphosis is fantastic as well even if it is somewhat overhyped. These are the only two I have read so far but I am sure his other books are great.

We NEED to conquer southern Assyria about this.

Idk how but despite cutting meat out of my diet I have gained 20lbs this year. Make it make sense, I’m gonna lose it

Kafka my beloved. Can’t recommend him enough

It does melt the skin though, not a fun experience