I’ll echo what many people have said here - for me it comes down to environment. My brain still craves the novelty of “something else that’s more fun”.
When I’m on meds, I have to create an environment that is also curated. I tried using them in the office and it’s a real problem. In the context of the office there are so many additional things that it’s difficult to focus and I end up going into deeper rabbit holes than off meds.
Adderall helps me stay in a task, but doesn’t do much to help get me into the right task.









If the landlord installed doors and door frames that could handle that weight, then any amount would likely be worth paying.
In my experience, contractor grade stuff would have crumbled under the weight of a large sack of potatoes.