mtf 23 - Learning how to exist. <3

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Cake day: August 10th, 2026

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  • If you use Folx in the US and have them ship to you, your first shipment literally looks like a black tome / grimoire. Its absolutely beautiful, I store all my HRT stuff in it.

    No pics on my phone >.< - I SHALL BE BACK LATER WITH THE DARK TOME. I need to practice my dark magic tonight anyways :3




  • Teagan@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•PC rule
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    2 days ago

    But EVEN THE… Actually wait, maybe you’re right.

    I honestly LOVE when old games are rough though. Its a big thing I don’t like about new games honestly… Its just up and up and up and up… But a lot of my favorite memories are from the "down"s.

    Head over to the Dwarf Fortress page for “fun” - guess where it redirects?

    Tap for spoiler

    The page for losing.

    Also look into the concept of “2nd Fun” - its neglected in so many modern games in general…







  • People hit on me because CHASERS. I pass as obviously trans at this point… I doubt I can pass as a woman. People asking my pronouns means its not obvious at first glance Miish.

    As much as I envy your fashion… I promise you its a fashion thing. You can WORK your body… But you clearly struggle to get your head/face where you wish it could be.

    I promise you it’s possible. I’m always here for you when you want <3. Think - how can one decorate one’s face.

    Seriously, look at cis women on like… YouTube or whatever. They ALWAYS have makeup. My friend I told you about yesterday that helped me so much? She apologized for showing up on webcam makeupless (to show me how to put on eyeliner, bless her). She admittedly, didn’t look nearly as good as the pics shed later send where she’s obviously an absolute baddie. Like others have told you before… cis women go through the same thing girl… You can do it, I believe in you.

    Also, with COMPLETE honesty and the guts to be wrong here… - I think styling your hair different may help you IMMENSELY. You ARE cute. As a bisexual, you give off VERY feminine vibes. You talk about being lazy… I reaaaaally hate to say this in a sense but… Men are kinda lazy with their appearance, and it shows. Put in a bit more effort and I PROMISE you it will show. I am DYING to see you with eyeliner.

    I’m sorry if this comment is too much… You’re a great friend Miish, and I wish you the bestest ever. Trying to be a bit more blunt to help you surpass this rough patch you’re very obviously having. Please, please try for yourself. This community… I… Would be much worse off without you.

    P.S… How I do my hair? Do you really not remember giving me advice? Miisha, you’re wonderful, please recognize that. I wanna hug you so bad, you need it girlie… 😭😭😭

    P.P.S. believe me, a child was once scared away from playing on a beach by me… Like, literally last week. Can’t tell if the child was just anxious about strangers or, well, the obvious… But… You’re not alone Miish.



  • Teagan@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPtoTrans Joy@lemmy.blahaj.zone•5.5 Months HRT
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    2 days ago

    <3

    I LOVE music. I only started more recently though (well, composition anyways. Played horns growing up - jazz was my fav). Learning pno and guitar. Historically I’ve directed music (for video games), but I haven’t personally made any until recently.

    Composition is the goal. I suck at pop though rn… 😭. I can’t seem to finish any. My classical stuff is better, but yeah… I kinda fit the stereotype in that I absolutely love hyperpop and wanna be able to make some. SOON

    kinda also lowkey really wanna talk to the photography girlies on here >.< - another hobby of mine… I have too many hobbies… ;-;